Monday, August 13, 2012

6 years

6 years ago today I was standing in the foyer of an unfamiliar church preparing to make the most important promises to a God that I felt like I was re-introduced to. One that I knew, but had forgotten. I know that he never forgot about me. And maybe that's why I was able to have answers to my prayers at that very specific time in my life. I was vulnerable, only 18, and felt more than ready and prepared to give myself to the Lord bear Christ's name by becoming a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.

6 years ago today I was taking pictures with my missionaries. These sisters watched me grow and progressed. They helped me cultivate and strengthen my testimony. They helped prepare me for this very special day. I had butterflies like I had never experienced as I waited in anticipation for my baptism.

I sat in the front row next to all of my best friends. Just before 7 o'clock, the chapel was full of those that were supporting me in this life changing decision. I was in awe of all those that came to show their love and support. Even my family showed up. It was such a special and memorable night.

I left that chapel feeling cleansed, refreshed, and a new sense of identity. That was such a pivotal moment for me in my life that I will never forget.

So, now 6 years from that night. I'm sitting in my office, BLOGGING, about it. I wish I could be at the temple. I used to go and do baptisms for the dead each year on my anniversary. Last year I didn't quite make it (thanks to my belly being occupied by my sweet Liam) and this year I'm scheduled to work late tonight. I do wish more than anything I could be at the temple right now though. It's always fun to return to the temple on this anniversary and be reminded about my baptismal covenants. I do get a good reminder every week at sacrament but it's a little different actually being in the house of the Lord and serving those beyond the veil.

Last week I was able to make a trip to the temple by myself. I got off work early, kept Liam at daycare, and took advantage of the alone time. I always leave the temple with a sense of peace and feeling empowered. It is so sacred that I crave to be inside those walls. Since tonight was a bust in making it to do baptisms, I hope I can make it back soon.

Happy Anniversary to me :)

2 comments:

  1. That's so cool! Congratulations. I'd forgotten that you're a convert :) Love the pictures.

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  2. What a sweet story! Thanks for sharing your memory. I still remember when I got baptized too. Even though it was a lot more than 6 years ago it was still a day I will never forget. I love that you go to the temple on your anniversary! What a great tradition!

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